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I'm not sure if I know how to be lonely anymore. I guess that's a good thing. I have so many things that drive me these days tnat I don't really know how to feel strong emotions like lonliness anymore. Part of me knows that inside I really am craving the companionship of a good woman. I miss the intimacy and the physical relationship.  I miss sharing the good things and the bad. With someone else that fully compliments you and wants to be there with you the good things feel better and the bad things aren't so bad. It's strange. I know I should feel worse than I am but I really don't...and it scares me. I don't know if something in me is broken or if i've reached some sort of level where I can just roll with things.  It's been like that for almost two years now... and I'm afraid that if I can't feel the strong instinct of lonliness then maybe I can't feel love again...

--> Date:          October. 24, 2012          What a weird week it’s been.   I didn’t think I’d be writing in you again so soon trusty diary, but there are just something’s that I need to write down.   Maybe this way they’ll start to make sense.          First off, and I don’t know why I’m even thinking about him, but there have been no further surprise visits from Oliver Queen.   It’s not like I expected him to come back since he doesn’t even know me, but part of me had hoped he would…which makes no sense whatsoever.   It’s not like I like the guy or anything…IT’S NOT THAT!   I guess it’s just the fact that since last I saw him it’s been pretty boring down in I.T. …          Today was a little more interesting though!   Mr. Steele himself called me up into his office for a private meeting…but it wasn’t a “private” meeting…eww, no.   He is way too old and so not my type.   I was actually kind of scared when he called me upstairs.   I was absolutely sure that I

This is the next Arrow fanfiction I'm working on.  This is just the first chapter/ teaser.  All rights reserved to DC Comics and The CW. Not used by me for any monetary gain.  Hope you all enjoy. --> Date: October. 24, 2012          It’s been quite awhile since I’ve written in this thing.   Sorry Diary!   I’ve been a busy, busy girl.   Frankly, there really hasn’t been anything interesting happening in my life.   Nothing worth writing about at all, until today that is.          I was just sitting around in the I.T. department today, minding my own business-working on schedules, chewing on my pen to pass the time, and routine, boring stuff of that sort- when I heard someone casually stroll in.   I figured it was just my annoying department head coming in to pile more work on my desk when a deep and pleasant voice asked, “Felicity Smoak?”          Turning around from my desk with my pen in my mouth I saw that it wasn’t my boss.   Well…I guess it was my boss…

All characters and locations are the explicit and intellectual property of DC Comics and The CW.  This story will not be used for profit without first obtaining the express written consent of the property holders.  I'm a huge fan of the show Arrow. I watch the thing on a weekly basis and just can't get enough. So I decided to write a breif little fan fiction for fun. I hope you enjoy it and check out the show if you haven't done so already. It's soooooooooooooo good! Enjoy, Gabriel Janas Bloodlust: An Arrow Fanfiction   “What a night,” Oliver sighed heavily to himself as he slowly made his way down the steel staircase towards the basement of his nightclub Verdant.             What had once been his father’s decrepit factory in The Glades of Starling City was now home to the hottest nightclub in town.   Its sublevels also happened to be a convenient base of operations for what had now become his ritualistic nightly outings as the city’s